"I wanted to do everything all at once..."

This painting captures the beginning of a phase where ambition and recklessness combined. I was trying so hard to balance everything I wanted to achieve, that it I almost lost it all. Even after knowing what was at stake, I was ready to leave it all where it was. This painting lives in the tension between capacity and collapse. It's where I got the chance to do everything I wanted, but the weight it all brought was too heavy to carry.

You matter more than your goals… the value you hold is worth more than you know, and it’s never worth giving up for something temporary.